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i just got up cause i realized that i did not set up the alarm for tomorrow morning..
gosh.. have to get up in 4hours.. my week is starting again.. feel like i have an early in the morning job during the day.. hehe..
it's alright.. i am surviving.. glad that many ppl have suggested what i should do during the day..
I am thinking to get a bike to look around this town.. hehe.. j/k..but there's nothing really look around in this town since there's a big cemetary park and golf field. and... yummy buona beef, pizza hut and wallgreens..oh dear my neighbors...
..............silence for a min...............
i have so much things to say now.. but my brain is so sloooowwww..
let me think................................
sadness, sorrow, mourning, disgusting, boring, heavy, depressing etc...
this is how i feel now..
..............silence for a min again................
I miss hope chapel so much.. i have a terrible CHURCH-SICK!!!
do i just miss hc ppl? or miss the time when I opened my heart and worship God?
do i really worship God through my heart these days??
i feel like i am just going to church and faking..
it should not be like that anymore.... it's been a month....
i used to say other ppl, "pray" when they have a problem.. but now.. i KNOW that i need to pray for this so i have been praying and praying and praying since when??? em.. anyways.. it's been a while.........but...i do not know what God's telling me............. maybe i do not want to do what God's telling me......
argh.. (sigh).............
i guess i did not pray enough..............
argh...(sigh).............
feel like a lost sheep.............
SAD..........again................
tired......