Friday, March 11, 2005

joe got caught by two of us..

hi everyone, it's gyju writing..

fri morning, i had an appointment for an ultrasound. Since he's 31 weeks old, we wanted to see if he's growing ok.. Last time, when he was about 20 week old, we did an ultrasound. But somehow, he was too shy to show his face! (He was covering his face with his two arms!) So the technician told me to come back in 30 min and go eat something sugary so that the baby would able to move a little, but at that time, it didn't work well.
So this morning, right before i went out for the ultrasound, i told my boy to move WELL this time so that i don't have to eat sugary stuff!! (personally, i don't like eating too much sweet stuff..)
yup! Lukily he was moving fine..but then as soon as the technician started doing the ultrasound, she said, "Look! your baby is sticking his tongue out!" ^^ hahaha~ Last time, he was too shy to show his face, but today he was sticking his tongue out.. It was just funny to see an unexpected, little tongue out! hehe..

so.. the ultrasound went well.. and joe and i came home..
i... always get depressed after the ultrasound appointment because i have no clue what the pictures show about my boy.. so i asked joe to explain what they are.. even if joe explained patiently, i still could not see it well.. so i gave it up.. and thought about how i feel bad that i cannot reconize my own baby's face and body.. i kept saying "sorry baby~~ i tried so hard to reconize your face, but i cannot SEE ANY!!" and i came out of the room to make myself feel better by getting ready to go downtown to spend my golden friday day off with joe!
BUT as soon as i saw joe in the living room, he was sitting in front of the computer eating MY FAVORITE Haagen-Daz STRAWBERRY SORBET by himself.. he looked at me like a kid who got caught doing something secret stuff..he smiled at me cause he felt bad eating something by himself.. i know it's just sorbet, but i could not believe that he did not even ask me ONCE if i'd like to eat something.. stuff like that..
all of sudden, me and my BABY felt betrayed by joe.. again, i know it's just sorbet.. but as what i wrote, i felt so bad that i could not reconize my baby's pic.. but joe was eating sorbet without asking me.. I talked to my baby and said "Hey baby, see your dad?? See how he ate ice cream by himself? you don't do that when you grow up! you need to share with others, ok?"
am i too senstive these days?? mmmmm...

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